Waking up after frequent nightmares I realised that the craving of comfort of this world is a delusion. Yet, everyday we prepare for the unknown future and keep investing our time into something which I believe God has already decreed. With this in mind I thought I either embrace the present and ‘live for the moment’ or I continue to methodically plan for the later years of my life. This is where the reflection began. The reflection soon turned to questioning, which then turned to the realisation that I have been truly blessed.